

			SELF ESTEEM

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over
	I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
	Now I know Im being used
Thats okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she`s playing with me
That`s okay cause I`ve got no self esteem
	We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection`s got me too low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
	When she`s saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she`s saying that Im like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think its better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care	    Right?
Now I`ll relate this little bit
That happens more than I`d like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
	Drunk again and looking to score
	Now I know I should say no
But that`s kind of hard when she`s ready to go
	I may be dumb		But Im not a dweeb
Im just a sucker with no self esteem	